Thursday, July 31, 2008

my roomate birthday

last nite after fifie n zarith came back.fifie dtg bilik cerite2.. after an hour.. die balik bilik dier. after 4 minutes, ive got msg from fifie.

" tdo blik aku mlm nie, rumet aku tdo blik kwn dier"
" perlukah?"
" yer ah.."
" ko boleh je tido kot, asal gedix?"
" takut doel.."
" boleh pegi jalan ko punye takut! boleh tido, lupe sanak sedare"

silence..

00.03am.
tok tok tok!!! ( bunyi ketukan pintu yg amat kuat) sayer pun bukak pintu as im so free compared to my rumet yg sdg busy menonton.

happy birthday to u... happy birthday to you... bday wishes yg bertalu talu melodinyer.
huh?

bday aku dah lepas kot? aku tgk muka muka sume muka aku kenal.. tapi bukan kwn aku la.. kwn rumet... rumet yg tengah baring2 sambil lyn cte korea ats katil terbangun n muka separa seperais! hehe.. oo.. hari nie bday dier eh? erkk.. sayer mcm segan.. jemput dorang masuk.. kms katil sket, amik handphone, getah rambut n kunci bilik serta melangkah ingin keluar...

someone said ;

" eh syikin.. meh la join sekali.."
" eh tape2.. enjoy urself.. ( muke separe pare..)

pergi ke bilik fifi.. ader la sket kene bhn2 dgn die ...

hmm. im back at 1.oo am and sleep after 3.oo am coz watched kungfu panda, ayat ayat cinta, duyung.. sume pun da tgk.. so tgk part2 yg best pastu skip skip.. bosan, taleh nak tido... sempat juga la nanges2 tgk ayat ayat cinta. ape nie? bape kali mau nanges kalo tgk? attehhh..sebelum tue rumet bagi la sepotong kek. sayer x bape boleh in dgn kek krim, choclate kek or cheese kek jer sayer mkn. tapi itu kek blueberry.. addeh.. ader krim2 plak.. tapi nak jage hati.. sayer mkn jugak la.. thanks rumet..=)

nak tau satu rahsia? sayer x wish bday pun kat dier since last nite. adooi.. caner eh nak ckp kat korang hbgn pelik antara sayer dengan rumet sayer nieh..hmm. umur die 23. tua sy setahun, then die semester 4 di mane die junior sayer. heh. die lepasan diploma. die baru masuk bilik sayer sem lepas. b4 this sayer duduk dgn senior. after senior sayer dabes stdy, die masuk. so baru 1 sem sayer ddk dgn die. oh ok. kalo sesape yg kenal sayer. sayer mmg friendly org nyer, cepatan mesra deh.. so over all tade mslh kot kalo nak sesuaikan diri dgn org2.. but the prob here, my rumet sngt sngt pendiam. dlm bilik la.. korng penah rse x perasaan di mane korang berada di dlm satu bilik dgn org yg pyh nak pndg muka korang or senyum. sayer x kater die sombong, tapi die amat pemalu. ok. dlm sehari sayer ckp dgn die ader la twice. itu bnyk beb! ader mase x penah ckp lngsung. addehh.. bukan xnak ckp. puas sayer carik idea nk ckp dgn dier..

contoh :

" emm.. liza tade kelas.." walopun die lekat time table die kat board tapi im keep in asking. tade point!
" dah mkn ker?" klisye
" liza nak ker nie? biskut?"
" ermm.. liza dh nk tido? tape. tutup la lampu. sayer bukak lampu meja.."
walopun die sngt nak tido, tapi die xkan ckp. adoii..

pelbagai soalan ok? kdg2 rase mcm bank soalan pun ader.hehe.. anyway, she is a good girl. die tade bagi ape2 mslh pun bg sayer..alhamdullillah. die juga sngt menjage solatnye. which is, i love most. just die sngt pendiam. kalo nak tgk die ckp bnyk sket. tnggu kwn2 die dtg. haa.. mase tu im question my self.

'"ni betul ke rumet aku nie?"

hehe.. die sngt segan. kat side die tade tong sampah. kat meja stdy sayer ader. die sanggup gi buang sampah kecik2 tue kat tong sampah kat ujung aras. adooi. pastu die tade penyapu. so, sayer ckp la.. "liza, kalo nak gune penyapu.. amik jer la eh?" die just .." hm.." angguk2.. tapi x weh. die snggup pinjam penyapu kat kwn die kat tingkat 4. hah? adooi. caner eh nak bagi die tau yg sayer x kesah. hmm..

die tua dari sayer.. tapi saye panggil name jer. tape kot kan? smlm.. nak wish, tapi mcm terase amat segan. coz x selesa la keadaan yg romantik romantik cenggitu. haha! i will text her later..

sayer bukan rumet yg rumit... hehe... anyway..

"Happy Birthday my roomate.. may Allah bless u.."

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

wondering

sayer baru balik.. x la baru sngt... gi Jitra dgn fifie, zarith n ani. tapi sayer dgn ani balik dulu coz ari ni die puase. so fif n zarith g aner eh? ha..ha.. kuntoi!

jgn balik lewat2 yer anak dara..
x baik tau! deting deting jugak! haram n halal kene jage! huahuahua! sngt baik bukan.?

oh ok. tadi mase ngah hoping-hoping.. tade plak rase nak post any entry, tapi skrg tetibe rase mcm nak post something. addeh.. heheh..hmm. ader kaitan dgn previous entry.sayer terjumpe blog his girlfrend. gf die ade online blogshop, tapi die pun ader blog private gak, so i just click on, hmm.. anyway gf die nyer blog tuh.. bru lg.. dlm bulan 5 ari tue. so, xde bnyk entry.. so boleh la bace sume nyer eh? sape suh die open read kn? hehe...

ader bnyk entry which is showing a very depth emotions towards him. im smiling over... happy for both of them. tapi ader bnyk jugak benda yg buat sayer rase mcm. oh God, pity her. hmm. asl la mamat nie jahat sngt neh? ha.. gitu.. ader satu frasa yg buat sayer wondering..

" aku xtau naper aku still lagi dgn my love, die la 1 1 nyer laki yg paling lame aku pnh couple, kalo ikutkan bnyk benda yg x happy dari happy, tapi aku tatau nape aku syg sngt kat dier. mayb die ensem kot? tah la...."

biler dabes bace sume. sayer pun fikir sedikit tentang satu perkara..

addeh! hehe.. kalo la gf dier tau betape somotnyer bf die dulu..;)... hmm,die ngorat sayer, sayer xnak pun? hahaha. bukan aper.. naper di jadikan rupe sbgi satu alasan erk? hmm. mayb lain org lain persepsi nyer. bagi sayer. cukup la kalo dier or org yg kter suke tu ader elemen elemen yg kiter suke. mane ader org perfect kat dunie ni kan. etc, "weh.. aku suke la tgk mate die..." "weh.. kening die cantik.." heh.. mcm tu la sayer when it comes to thought about appearance.. hehe.. ukur baju di badan sendiri rite?

DAN kalo la gf die tau yg selame nie bf dier............(bukan benda x baik or sngt jahat eh? tapi perkara yg salah la dlm perhubungan.. i mean cube berlaku curang) mesti lg gado teruk.. hmmm.. mintak di jauhkan.

oh ok, b4 that. all this FACT. gf die sweets, rich, comel, sexy, up to date, very uptown girl n such a very bandar-ish girl.
BUT. this is FACT too. sayer x cantik, x sexy, x hot, x uptodated, gadis kampung kampung, sayer just gadis ordinary yg biase biase sajer.. but why huh? hmm.. bnyk benda yg sayer fikir sal kwn sayer (HER BF)..
x pyh la ckp ape eh? biar la jadik rahsie smpi biler2. im always trying to bear in mind that he is such a good man n friend. da 8 tahun sayer knl dier. harap2 macam tue la.. but, people do changed right? hopefully dia menjadi lelaki yg baik seperti yg saye kenali dulu. kalo x jgn tanye la nape sayer mengelak dari terus berhubungan dgn kamu untuk ke sekian kalinyer okeh?

PRAY FOR OTHERS, good things is everywhere MAY ALLAH BLESS US. amin

then,
love

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

KFC koeyteaw Claypot

hehe.. di kelilingi kfc stuff
nyummy!


kat KFC ader menu baru. koeyteaw claypot plate. haha. heh.. as all my friends know, im not really addicted to ayam. sayer mkn ayam.. tapi kalo di beri pilihan, sayer akan pilih ikan. so, kalo dorang nak mkn KFC jer.. sayer la mangsa keadaan.. heh... 5 nak, sorang tanak. mesti lah kalah kan.? so, ari tue.. masa kuar dgn ilham n the gang.. dorang nak mkn KFC.
"mkn kfc la kin..."
"aku x mkn ayam la.. nak muntah..."
"dah tue.. ko mkn nasik ayam eh..
"x mkn nasik.."
"adooii.."
"tape lah.. biar aku mkn kat food court jer ah.."
"sorang? tade.. ko bungkus mkn kat sini.."
"boleh ker?"
"pedulik! kiter byr tax."

so.. sayer pun g la beli koey teaw claypot dkt food court tesco.. ingatkan die ltk dalam polisterin.. rupa2 nyer ikat dlm plastik bodoh gitu ajer.. chettt... dahh sudah...
sampai kat meja.. sume pun dah gelak.. so, sayer dengan tanpa rase bersalah.. g kaunter mtk plate dgn sudu. bleh jer akak tu bagi sudu kecik untuk mkn kentang putar tue.. chett.. sayer mintak la sudu besar.. akak tu pandang jer.. jgn marah eh kak..
dorang dah gelak2..

"kin.. lepas ko mkn nie jer.. msti KFC buat menu koeyteaw claypot in plate.."
" hehee.. bnyk la korang.." ( sambil memegang plastik tomyam di tangan. )
anyway. i had so much fun there with all my friends. love u all
then,
love
♥♥♥

Monday, July 28, 2008

bumped again

If u have read my previous entry click here. Yes. He called me again. Dia guna 012x.. b4 this. He used DIGI. saya pun angkat jer la.. mane la tau dia da tukar num fon. Sngt la terkejut.

The convy :

blue : him
black : me

Hello
Hello syikin.. askum. Izham here.
Oh ok…..( Heartbeat sngt laju) Izham..
incoming call from hafiz. Saye angkat. Hold the call. Yes im so mean. Act, im so jolted.!
He continuously calling. Made me thinked like. “ sampai bile aku nak ngelak dari dier?” after talked to hafiz. Sayer miscol die dan he called me back.

Hello.. hm.. buat aper ( pretend just like nothing happened)
Hm? Ngah ckp tpn dgn kwn td..( bersalah!)
Oh patot la… sehat?
Ermm sihat. Sihat?
Sihat. Tp ari ni selsema sket. Smlm training sampai kul bape. Kaki da longlai gle. Kene tackle dari blkg. Sakit. ( he made me comfy)
Oh sian nyer.. bola? X abis2..( die gler main bola)
Nak wat camne.. itu jer sumber pencarian utk keluarga.
BOTH { laughing}
Hmm. Kat maner?

Bilik
Hostel?
A’ah. Ermm da lame x balik taiping?
A’ah. Lama. Lama sngt. Sangat2 lama. Nak balik jer diorang (family) asyik busy jer.

oo.
ari tue ade match bola kat uum. Izham is the one of the player la. Alih2 x jadi g.. coz 10 hari kat perhentian, survey.
Survey?
A’ah.survey
Survey for what?
Survey.. surveying.. tgk site.
Oh lupe.. u engineer to be.
Hmm. Syikin biler balik tpg?
Middle of august mayb.
Cuti?
Yup. Midterm.
So, boleh la jumpe, kalo balik pun nnt, mayb balik naik bus. Jimat sikit. Heh. Tapi ade mslh skit jer la nnt. transport.
------------------------------------------------------------keep in talked----------------------------------------------------------


Hmm. Bf sehat?
Tade.
Tade? Dulu kate ade 3,4
Assalammualaikum
Wslm.. jemputla masuk
Both { laughing gedik}
Tolong la carik kan.
Nak yg mcm maner. Ustaz? Romantic? Nakal?
Mixed the criteria.
Im the one will completely u. kalo nak yang mcm tadi la.. haha..
Heh. Yeah la sangat. Nak credit jer kan? Gf yg same lagi o da tukar? ( shifting)
Haishh. Same. Sy setia la.. susah nak cari laki yg setia skrg nie.
Ha. Ha. Ha.. sangat!
Hmmm.. lame x dgr cter.. lame gler x jumpe.. org call x penah nak angkat kan syikin? Kan? Bnyk kali.. hmm..
Heh.. ermmm.--------------------------------- terdiam. Oh ok saye sangat malu--------------------------------------------
Tapi xpelah.. yg da lepas lepas la.. yg penting kter ttp kwn smpai biler2.
Sampai mati.
Nak kenal.. berkenalan.. susah la.. nak cari kwn yg baik pun sngt susah. So, kite kene pertahankan perkenalan kter kan. Persahabatan kiter. 8 years right syikin?
Hmm.. a’ah.. (speechless)
Syikinnn…

Yer.. hmmm.. sorry izham..
Its ok. Dah lepas.. pasni jgn x angkat call.
Hehe.. hmm dh mkn? ( shifting)
Belum. Ngah tunggu die( his gf) balik kelas.
Oh ok..
Hmm ok.. syikin. Till we meet again. Middle of august.
Ok. Just inform me the progress.
Hah. And when it comes to that day. u missing again.
Tak la…………………… ( perli2 plak)
Hmm.. I will checked it again. Kter g bukit merah eh syikin?
Berdua? Xnak.
Okok. Ajak la jiran2. bagi ramai.
Hehee..
Ok lah.. I will call u later. Happy dpt ckp dgn syikin lagi. Ingatkan dah x dapat ckp or jumpa lagi.
Ade jer.
promise me one thing
Yup.
Angkat call and don’t avoid me.
Its not one thing. Its two.
Hehe. But its still the same wishes.
Ermm.. I will.
Thanks.. Salam.
Wslm..
Hey.. stdy rajin2.
U too.

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Kalo ader jodoh. Allah akan dorongkan jalan untuk kiter bukan.? Thanks for still standing there for being my friends. Sorry for avoiding u before. Jangan awk ulang kesilapan2 awk ye. Im begging. Love ur girlfriend like the way that it use to be. Please. At least. Sayer x rase bersalah sngt da skrg nie bcoz he keep in trying to be a betterman n friend.

Syikin, Lari dari masalah turn u for nothing. ;)

Then.
love

Sunday, July 27, 2008

life n friends

i woke up at 8.44 am. nobody like.. " syikin.. its time to wake up." tade sesape yg nak dgr suare sayer bgn pagi ker..=) As like my roomate woke when her alarm screaming.. hmm.. alarm doesnt work enough for me... thank u. i need phone call. anyone?? hahahuhuaheshaheh!! ;) i was late to class dr sukor this morning. i missed the bus. oh this is all because the thought that i will off to class by zarith new motor wave cute.. panjangnye name mtr ko.. but, there are some technical problem. zarith need to pay for the sticker first at BANK ISLAM *sigh* kecah sungguh kan?

psss.. zarith sngt cantik hari nie. im not mumbling okeh? true. ;) big apple donuts eh jap lagi!!

oh yeah, back to the story, At some point, it is quite amusing watching my roomate getting very smoothly to the class. oh god, i was like.. " kenape die relax dan sngt slow? im not saying that im so quick.. so faster than her.. but yeah, im not like certain or mayb liked one of my friends.. Ya Allah. bersiap... haishh... if her class start at 9 am. she will wake up at 7am to fix n make up. oh yerkk. 2 hours for getting pretty huh? nah no need laa.. make up tobal2.. then very perfumedly. heh.. oh ok. lupa. ladies...;) simple simple sudah kan? like me.. like to.. like zarith.. oh not for ainul. sorry..;)

saya baru je habis class doktor.. hmm.. a lil bit problem here.

he did mentioned that he'd be interested to know what topic that we picking up to our research. but all this is not really my niche. And I have to choose a topic that I really like so that I'll be able to come up with a great research paper. I really want him to love it because if he does, im not in this kind of ...'....'...'... ( gilak la kau!)

friends!! Do feel free to drop some topics which you may think is great for a research paper. Please & thank you (:

oh ya. tomorrow. my friend birthday, i think let me wish by today ajer la.. not for being the 1st, but, as im in the mood. really in the mood. i think mayb this is the right time. mayb tomorrow i cant do that. (i mean post the entry n or mayb special entry for his birthday) it was really busy busy day tomorrow. very rushing! mayb i will forgot, mayb im not in the right position in mind, heh.. this semester schedule was so hectic, busy.. class till the end of the sunny.. my energy level tomorrow will at the bottom level. heh..

so, Happy Birthday!

oh ok. someone text me just now, need to go. c ya in heaven. heh..

then,
love.



Friday, July 25, 2008

marsvenus.com

heart the books. john gray. thanks alot. ;).. jom bace! buat anda lebih memahami mereka yg menjadi sebahagian daripada hidup anda. yeah.. dia.. dia yg anda sayang la.. dari planet sane!

happy reading.
saya dah sudah..;)

sweets

semalam. saya dan shbt ku fifie pergi ke Jitra Cinema ( oh ok. aneka? eh bukan eh? jitra mall eh? heh..).. kami pergi berdua je.. coz berdua lebih baik. dielah buayafriend dan gelifriend saya. tade yg lain. oh aku sangat setia to. ;)

as we both only WHICH IS really excited to went out. so, kami xda la sewa kereta. naik la bus kan? kan? satu perkara yg jarang-jarang kami lakukan. dah 5 sem kat sini. naik bus keluar boleh di kira dengan jari. bukan belagak tau. alasan yg paling munasabah ialah... bazir masa... kene berebut2 dengan budak2 kolej dalam.. kene berdiri.. kadang tue masa yg diamik tue terlalu lame.. baik sewa kete.. byr lebih ringgt xpe la.. asal puas ati... tapi aku gak yg penat kan to? asyik2 jadi dreba ko? kan?

so.. fifie plan nak tgk cter ape eh ( oh lupe.. die berkepit dgn cikgu aziman.. aziman ikut.. tapi ktorang gerak asing2...jumpe kat wayang jer.. hehe.. kalo tau kat gossip girl nie.. masak la ko to..) the dark knight. pastu die nk tgk cter ape eh.. bnyk cter sbnrnyer die nak tgk. kunun2 nak buat movie marathon la.. pigi da! naik bus kan? mana leh lama2.. haha.. kang x balik kolej.. so kami pun sepakat utk tgk IM NOT SINGLE.

hmm.. cerita die ok jer la.. tade la superb! ade la part2 yg kelakor.. yg x logik.. romantik? tak ah sngt.. pastu sayer rase plot perkembangan x diolah dgn lebih kreatif lagi.. so.. saye x rase tersentuh pun? acecehh.. pndai plak kau mengomen.. nak tido pun ade gak dlm tue. heh.. he.. tapi yg boleh mata nie bertahan ialah.. jeng.. jeng.. jeng.. FARID KAMIL. awal ashari pun okeyy laa.. oh jato cinta. heh.. saye tade la minat sngt kat dia.. tapi dlm cter nie.. die nmpk agak macho la.. ke die mmg macho? heh?


pictures taken :


the passengers. bus mara liner dah jadi mcm LRT.. next station!

selame 20 minit berdiri. kami berjaye duduk. muka bangge..

tindakan pertama dan wajib. DRAWING ke PAINTING eh fie?.. heh..

Sebelum di pakse menjadi model watson's

ha? kan? betul x? jadik model botol air felton pink! in the pink of health~

ok. nie movie nyeer. okeyy la~

sebelum. ladies.. cant count on them sometimes. heh..

sempat jugak usha baju raye eh baby?

angin kuat. dan sebelum di hon hon kereta. heh..

wahhh.. fifie dan cikgu aziman. her coursemate! fie.. die ensem per... cepat fie! kalo x aku adjust kang. he.. heh.. he..



feednote : 1. fifie sweets bertudung kan? gler sweets.. heh..♥
2. sekarang nie kat belakang blok sayer amat la bising!! ade match girls futsal. ader lagu2 yg sngt kuat!.. girls!!! stop la.. aku nak tidoo...

then,
love..

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

fun, so much fun. thanks friends!

i had so much fun yesterday..

went off to alor star with rafi, ilham, zarith, ajar n me. eh chop! jitra dulu. weng! zarith beli motor.. yeay!!!! pasni g kelas x main ah pakai matrix card touch2 okeh? nnt zarith jadik rempit. haah!

pergi sentosa plaza, ajar beli hp baru.. weh... pejam mate cepat ja.. duit dabes! rate kte same dgn husband kiter! yeyay!

pergi tesco.. jln2.. soping2..

ilham belikan sayer gelang tangan kristal oke? thanks..;) ni yg buat mak aku lagi sayang kat ang nieh!. rafi kedekut!!!!

anyway.. so much fun.. gelak jer x abes2.. yerla kan.. da lame x gelak.. asyik layan jiwa jer. but dunt worry. MINGGU JIWA'S tamat sudah.. after ujan.. msti ade pelangi yg cantik. kalo tade pelangi.. mayb org lanje kter mkn pisang goreng panas ker? heh.. he...

oh ok. esok.. saya n fifie nak gi menonton wayang.

IM NOT SINGLE.

but im single. ( kambate! )

then yeah?
love.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Lirik Pilihan untuk minggu Jiwa's ;)


SAMPAI SYURGA
by : superman panas

.. ku membenarkan jiwaku tuk mencintaimu..
ku persembahkan hidupku tuk bersama kamu dan diriku untuk kamu..
belum pernah ku merasa sebegitu..
semua itu telah berlalu..
harapan ku palsu..
dan mungkinkah hari yang satu terus ku tertunggu..
di hatiku masih kamu.. belum pernah.. ku ingin terus menunggu

ohh.. aku lemah tanpa kamu..
ku inginmu dampingiku..
aku fahami aku bukan terbaik tuk dirimu..
sampai syurga ku menunggu
sampai syurga ku cinta mu..
hanya satu..
hanya kamu...

ku membiarkan hatiku tuk merinduimu..
ku menghamparkan sakitku tuk tatapan kamu...
bersamamu... harapan ku hilang dalam terang yang membutakanku...

dan.. segala yang ku ada..
ku berikan semua..
untuk dirimu saja...
ku mahu dirimu...
agar tuk selamanya..
biar sampai syurga..
aku menunggu cinta darimu..
agar ku sempurna...

namun aku tetap aku..
yang terbaik untuk diriku...
hanya satu....

* saya pernah.. ehemm. last month ago kot.. dedicate kan lagu nie untuk seseorang.. oh ok. call me jiwa's. ayat yg di BOLD besor2 tue. besor la makne nye kot. heh. heh..

JALAN CINTA

Semua resah hati manusia-Mu
Untuk membagi kisah atas nama cinta
Derai air mata di setiap sujudmu
Seperti tak pernah cukup untuk menjagaku
Jangan butakan hati menjadi cinta yang semu
Ooo cinta yang semu

Kau hembuskan ayat-ayat cinta untukku
Di sela doa dalam malam-malam yang sunyi
Ampun yang engkau pinta
Dalam semua keraguan yang telah meliputi jiwamu

Semoga akan membawa cintamu
Pada diriku dalam jalan dan ridho-Nya

Jangan butakan hati menjadi cinta yang semu
Ooo cinta yang semu

Kau hembuskan ayat-ayat cinta untukku
Di tengah terik matahari dan dinginnya malam
Ku panjatkan ayat-ayat cinta pada-Nya
Melindungi dan menjaga kisah cinta kita.

Lagu & lirik: Sherina Munaf
Penyanyi: Sherina Munaf
Filem: Ayat-ayat Cinta (2008)


heart the lyrics.. ;)..

die penah dedicatekan lagu kat sayer.. by GELAS PLASTIK, BERHARAP DATANG NYA CINTA. oh malas nak faham ape yg die suh sayer fhm by listen to that song. coz susah nak deal ( really bothering) dengan org yg ckp tak serupa B.

bikin.

heh.
TIME TO ATTACKED.

then,
love..

Monday, July 21, 2008

the day after

saya tido pukul 9.10pm mlm tadik.the last time i looked at the phone, its shown 9.10pm. so.. saya terus tertido. mayb im so tired, my eyes was really hard to open. my head is already jammed. hmm. when i woke up. i saw my roomate were looked at me.. n asked..

" syikin okey ke..?"

hehehe.. kelakar la dier.. of course im okay. mayb die terkejut kot coz saye tido mcm tade hari esok lagi untuk saye terus tido.. my roomate went off to class already.

continue tido sampai la someone knocked the door. at the 1st time. i just ignore. 2nd time knocking, i looked at the hole. fifie! chett... im opened the door..

" pinjam ko punye tudung pink.."
" ko nak g maner..klas kiter kan pukul 2.."
" aku nak masuk campus awl sket.."

ohh.. we both have some talked. she asked me a questions.. i answered nicely.. a few minutes later..

" aku nak balik ahh.. "
before she closed the door...
" dah la.. jgn pk sngt.."

huh? huh? apekah? mesti la aku kena berfikir. coz aku nak jadi pengarah Institut Pemikiran Tun Dr Mahathir sem depan to.. heh.. looking forward n thinking out of the box.. hehe..
perut sayer smcm dari semalam. mcm ade yg x kene.. bile fikir.. ari ni aku nak mkn nasik.. mesti terus rase nak termuntah..sumpah! oh Tuhan. aku dah jadik org putih ke hape? org Malaysia ke Rusia nie? asyik mkn roti jer??.. kembalikan la selera ku.. missed to bloated like a cow!

then,
nak mandi.. basuh rambut( amik mase yg sngt lame.. tensi..) kemas bilik n off to class.

love

Sunday, July 20, 2008

hari untuk post entry berjuta2. tension!

1. Your status please.
* bujang lagi suci*
2. How many hours do you sleep?
* oh.. nak bape lame? 12 hours paling lame. paling kejap 3 hours.* ..;)
3.Do you own a laptop or cellphone?
* both.*
5.Last person you kissed?
* zarith kot.. nnt checked balik. haha! statement~..*
6. Have you been to the movie in last 5days?
* dah lama x tgk muvie oke? *
7.Last food that you ate?
* pineapple n sosej bakar.. rase nk muntah..*
8 . Your dream vacation?
* pusing dunia..*
9.Have you been in love?
* im lovers.. of course.*
10. Do you miss anyone right now?
* hmmm..ermm.. yerp.."
11. What are you listening to right now?
* you know im no good- amy winehouse. berjuta kali dgr. n Element -cinta tidak bersyarat..*
12. Do you collect anything?
* ermm.. im not collectors..*
13. Last time you took shower?
* eheh.. eheh.. pagi tadik...*
14. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
* yes.."
15. Have you ever broken someone else's heart?
*.. yup.. sorry n sangat sorry...;(.. guilty.
16. If you could go back in time and changed things, would you?
* it coldnt changed anythings. let bygones be bygones ok?..*
17. What is in your mind?
.." how to stop thinking about him...."
18. How do you feel right now?
*.. sad, starving a lil bit.. missing n tension!.. happy at the last..*
19. What was the last SMS you receive?
*.. saper eh.. Pak Lang.. eh bukan fifie.. "pas klas mkn steamboat jom?.."*
20. Do you smoke?
*.. hoit!! nak mampos?...*
21. Usual first impression on you
* friendly, easy going, talkative.. tambah 1 lagi bleh? mokmok...*
22. Last person you talked to on the phone?
* abg pecah pintu.. abg on..*
23. What's your answer in no.8?
*.. mongok la ko tnye bnyk kali..*
24 . Where's the best tymee to eat icecream?
* everytime...!!!..*
25. What are you doing tomorrow?
* class n class n class..*
26. Were you a nerd in 5th grade?
*..hehe.. ape nerdy2?..*
27. Have you ever been on Tv?
* one day..;)..*
28. Have you ever loved so much that you're willing to sacrifice your life for him/her?
*oh.. tidak dan x akan.. mayb berkorban sikit2 boleh la..*
29. 3 things about yourself?
*syikin cute chumel chubby.. wahhh.. hehe.. tahla.. up to u to describe..*
30. What's bothering you?
*.. org yg x faham2 bahase..*
31. What are you thinking?
*.. what shud i do to stay thinking positively about him.."
33 . Best childhood memory
* a lot!!.. sweets!..*
34. 3 of your biggest fears
*.. Allah.. kehilangan org yg tersayang... kehidupan n mati.. lebih 1..*
35 . Would you ever get back together with any of your ex's if they asked you?
* never n dont u dream.. but, kalo dah jodoh.. nak wat cam ne..*
36. Want to marry?
*.. mestilah.. saya nak keluarga oke? keluarga..*
37. To whom?
*.. to who is going to loves me..*
38. Alaska or Hawaii?
*.. kalo dua2 tmpt nak gi tue dibiayai secara free...*
39.Do you love chocolates?
* heart.. not just like.."
40. Words for the day.
* sampai hati die... oh penat.. tension... *

RULES.

RULES AFTER THE WAR.

1. dont call me NURA. please dont. given by sumone. im not really suit the name.
2. dont show off ur affection. please dont.
3. dont call me blind, tell me "u just cant see"
4. dont call anybody kucing malas. human. not animals ok?
5. dont hesitate to asked me questions. dont blame others.
6. friends, u can just say, anything ajer la.. than the other way around. thanks. big thanks.

( peringatan untuk ani, zarith, cekja, hadzar, hajar, fiza, ilham, husna n everyone)
7. dont laugh when im crying.
8. dont treat me a DINNER. im not starving.
9. dont say "ko nampak kurus" anymore.. i hate it.
10. dont say u love me if u dont.

..............................................THANKS A LOT FRIENDS.............................................
then,
love

fifie. jom tgk wayang!! im not single the movie satu!! THE DARK KNIGHT SATU!! lagi.. high school musical 3 satu!!
dua boleh? heh.. he.. he..
saya sdng menunggu abg2 pecah pintu dtg bilik. so duduk kat lab dulu la eh?
hmm.. ape nak citer ye?
oh ye.. berita sedih. i need to pay rm 30. ganti kunci. dan x lama lagi pintu baru akan di tukar (haha. di sebalik cte pintu nie.. haha.. fifie terajang wehh! she is really superb!) heh.. best kan? padahal. its not my fault all out. x kesah la.. bak kata kwn jauh di selatan. bala? kifarah. ;)
hmm. anyway lupe nak cter.
pada 17/07/08 yg lepas sayer dan 3 doela's yg lain pergi menonton tayangan perdana Filem Kontroversi Malaikat Maut arahan Bade Azmi dkt Dewan Muadzam Shah, uum. oh ok. kontroversi because die ade bnyk part yg kontroversi lah. saya x larat nak taip la plak. adeeh. mcm ada porno2 sket.. pastu dorang ade buat gmbrn neraka la.. pompuan tu meraung2 dlm neraka coz rambut die kene tarik, di siat siat gtu, tapi time tue kat screen blank la.mula2 kitorang da dpt permission nak tgk versi yg x di tapis. but as its still public screening. so, x leh la kan? ;) so, dgr cter.. early or middle of august, filem nie kuar kat pawagam. oh ok. sila dapatkan tiket anda dan pergi ke pawagam yg berdekatan..;) produser yg suh ckp neh.. betul.. x tipu.. heh..;)

nak buat review cter pun mcm mls skrg. takut x sempat abis cter da jadi mcm skrip kang.. heh.. heh.. but over all. the movie was really turn me to something. sangat menginsafkan. konsep mcm citer sepi. ade 3 cerita dalam 1 filem. TRUST me. sangat menginsafkan untuk mereka2 yg masih lagi sesat.untuk saya dan anda semua juga. filem realiti kehidupan. hmm... but sadly, filem nie sampai sekarang xleh di tayangkan coz asyik di tapis tapis di potong potong gitu.. so tayangan unggul punye plan. nak war war kan citer ni melalui tayangan2 perdana kat IPTA. anjuran bersama Fakulti Komunikasi. but, we still need to pay ok? rm 7 for seat grand stand. rm 5 utk dak2 bwh la.. heh.. ive paid rm 7..;)

kesimpulan :

1. Kenikmatan dan kemewahan di dunia ni hanya sementara dan milik Allah yg maha esa. jalan selamat. percaya lah kepada Allah dan azabNya. nauzubillah.
2. Allah sentiasa memberi peluang kedua kepada seluruh umat manusia sebelum Malaikat Maut dtg menjemput
3. what are you waiting for? muhasabah diri dan bertaubat lah sebelum kita hilang segala peluang dan kenikmatan. hmm..

ader sedikit gambar.. have a look... ;)


the 4 of us. zarith's, ainul, me, toto'is
does we look-a-like.?? fit for siblings or dating? heh.. he..

the crowd n hall before the films shown


foyer library Sultanah Bahiyah. waiting for the right time. hee..;) ainul time nie ngah gler..


at chicken king. before have a walked to the library and the MAS HALL.
oh ok. i gtg. ive got class at 2.00pm. abg2 pecah pintu tipu! x datang pun. kata nak call. cis!
then,
love
♥♥♥

mundane 2

saya dah tau kenapa saye rasa sngt terkejal semalam.

kerana saya ingin menangis.


balik dari kokay. selepas mengembara ke beberapa halaman. tiba2 hati.. addeh. slps beberapa ketika berbincang dgn fifie. sayer semakin rase kaki nie berpijak pada tanah n bumi yg nyata. kalo x selame nie jadi ape eh? heh. he..;')
melihatkan keaddan emosi yg agak terganggu (di tambah pula perasaan tensi bilik yg terkunci) fifie suggest untuk keluar.

" jom kuar kin.. release tension.."
" gi maner.."
" men bowling!"

huh? huh? saye sbnrnyer xda perasaan terkejal nak main bowling time tuh. tapi kalo duduk dlm bilik pun wat ape jer kan? so..
at 8.30pm. kami pun kuar ke Jitra Mall untuk main bowling..

tapi saye x main pun.. heh.. kene mrh ngan fifie n zarith.. sorry la weh.. aku tade mood that time. so after 2 game.. zarith menang.. tahniah2. siap kene adjust lagi dgn abg tahi lalat di bibir line sebelah kan rit? kan? kan? heh.. die kata ko hebat sngt main bowling.. dari die tu.. hayun bola mcm nk cari gaduh dgn pengusaha bowling.. tapi longkang juga arah bola tu pegi.. heh.. anyway.. kami bukan gadis menjaja number telefon kan zarith?

ignity. we are always proud.

hmm. at 11.00pm. ive got msg from him. oh ok. sye dah lama kot x msg dia..
the msg was really sepoil my day.. tah la.. xtau la.. mls nak fikir..;( i did a great decision. i hope so!

fifie said.

" ko jgn mcm2 kin.. jgn nangis bleh?"
" x lahh...;( "
" ye jer ko tue.. hmm.."

dah nak nanges kan? nanges la.. nak wat caner.. at least. release. dari asyik terpendam pendam. buat apakah?

anyway.. thanks sngt untuk kawan2 yg selalu ada di saat aku perlukan korang. they are always be the shoulders to me lean on..

oh gosh. org pejabat call. nak kunci yg patah tu! nak buat bukak pintu!!!

heh! jumping again!

rindu bilik n katil n bantal bucuk n segala!

then, love!

Saturday, July 19, 2008

;)....;)..


oh ok. sebagai pelarian atau penumpang di bilik fifito saya rasa sngt la tension coz terpaksa berkongsi mcm2 benda yg pasti bukan milik saye. as katil, mknn, minuman, ape lagi eh? sabun mandi, ubat gigi.. hmm.. mcm2 ah.. yg paling mustahak. aku tak kongsi boyfriend or scandalousz ko? yes! pintu bilik akan di tukar tombolnya esok!! haishh. ahad workday kot kat kedah nie. 2 hari saya merempat kat bilik org. asyik budak2 aras fifito tgk saya dlm bilik air. tgk mcm pelik tau x cane? hek eleh. mcm aku nak merompak jer lagak nyer. eh hellow? tolong laa..
tade la.. gurau jer..

i have no idea what just happened to myself today.

sangat excited n happy.

sayer baru je balik dari kokay class nie. ( my last semester!) dlm class td. jurulatih suh kitorang buat teks ucapan majlis amanat pemimpin. so die da devide2 kan kumpulan. each group 2 person. so, saya telah di satukan dgn NOR ASHIKIN. name same.. tapi ejaan name saye lebih cumel..;)

" okey. 2 syikin tue buat dlm satu group. "

addeh. mslh komunikasi berlaku sebentar tadi. dia ckp kelantan yg sngt pekat. atoi. die dari fakulti komunikasi. amik mass comm kan.. tapi nape die xleh cakap standard neh? addehh adehh..

budak2 LAW yg lain such as Raihana, Farah, Ily, Nad sume pun dpt grup lain.. sayer baik dgn dorang jer coz dlm class tue just ada 2 org jer budak education.. lain sume budak law n komunikasi..oh lupa.. kokay sayer PUBLIC SPEAKING..the point is, sy sngt la aktif hari nie, talkative! tapi kenapa? sdgkan keaktifan dalam class nie saya jarang praktikkan dlm class kokay.. coz malas sbb da ramai sngt yg sangat TALKATIVE. lawyer ramai dlm class tue.. haishh..

after class.
the conversations with Luqman Adrian

" syik.. asal ko excited giler ari nie? smngt semacam.."
" heheh.. nmpk sngt ker? mayb aku duduk belakang kot.. biase la.. org duk belakang mmg berani ckp belakang.."
" hah.. x ah.. serius aku tgk ko excited.. siap pakai baju batik lagi ( baju rasmi kokay sayer)"
" x lah.. t shirt kokay basuh pagi tadi.. xsempat kering ah luq.. besar kan baju aku?"
" a'ah.. sikit la.. ker ko yg makin kurus?"

me? hehe..
really?..;).. keep in smiling..

on the awy balik kolej,

" syikin.. ko carik kan aku scandalous satu!"
" hehe.. ko praktikal kat court ari tue tade lawyer ke?"
" ader.. tapi aku terskandal dgn polis mahkamah reman.."
" hahahah.. lawak la ko nie.. sape jer la yg aku ade nk bg ko... x baik ah skandal2"
" aku carik kan ko budak Law.. ko carik kan la aku sesape.."
" hehe.. ayah aku boleh?"
" shut la ko.."

mase kitorang tunggu bus tadik. tbe2 ade kereta iswara merah berhenti depan kitorang.

" kachi 1, boleh muat 5 orang..."
" oh ok. kene byr ke?"
" x lah..."
kitorang pun mcm jumping2 gitu... tumpang la.. borak2.. die budak master kat situ.. ade sesi soal jwb sket.. then die bentikan kitorang kat mall.

" thanks alot. have a nice day.." said raihana

me?

melting wehh.. da la handsome. baik... pandai... berbudi bahasa.. memahami masalah kitorang (susah nk naik bus).. ish..

dia CHINESE GUY.
see?
uniknya Malaysia

then
love.

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8 perkara umum tentang Nur Asyikin Bt Mohamad Nadzri

1. masa kecik, mak selalu kata : "ini anak mah yang sulung" tapi keadaan bertambah pelik coz saya ada kak long. kak ngah. kakcik dan seorang abg. kwn2 masa kecik selalu kata.." weh.. kakak ang tue bukan kak ang, depa ada mak lain" darjah 5 baru saya tau yg mak saya berkahwin duda anak 4 yg kematian isteri. honestly, saya teringin sngt nak jumpa arwah emak yg 1st. ( kalo di beri peluang. dlm mimpi pun ok!) heh.

2. saya anak sulung 5 beradik. syikin sgt sayangkan adik2 nya. saya kakak yg paling sporting dan paling hitam. oh yeh? heh. ayah panggil saya " kakak kopi" chett!! ;(

3. pernah ayah nak botak kan rambut saya coz saya potong rambut tanpa izin. FACT. sampai sekarang nak potong rambut kene mintak izin! anak yg lain xpe plak? im 22 ok? ;( kakak2 saya kata saya "daddy's Gurl". anyway.. mak kata, ayah ckp saya anak die yg ada rambut paling hitam, lebat, cantik dan menawan. sbb tu dia xbg saya potong kan? no wonder laa.. ;)

4. saya pernah di paksa jadi pengawas sekolah. tapi saya x suka berpura2. tingkatan 1 sampai 5. x penah pakai lencana kat tudung. name tag pun xda. suke ponteng class masuk library. tapi itulah kan.? realiti. budak kelas sedikit pandai xkan kene DENDA. YES. u can call it bias. cikgu xkan percaya saya ponteng class. heh. heh. he. she is so kind kan? kan?...... sekarang xbuat lagi!

5. pertama kali saya buat kek, kek gula hangus. masa tu mak xda kat umah. dgn prasaan bangga ckp kat adik. "akak nak buat sebelum mak balik".. after 1 bancuhan. kek gula hangus tetap x hangus tapi baki bancuhan saya buang dalam longkang belakang umah! paranoid weh!! sampai skrg mak akan gelak bernyawa bila teringat peristiwa tu.kalo saya kata nak buat kek jer. mak akan cpt2 cakap.." kak.. x payah kak.. keroh ayor longkang umah.." ciss..;(

6. saya sangat positif dan x pandai berdendam. nak tau lah camne sebenarnya maksud DENDAM TERLERAI?

7. saya masih single. saya percaya pada jodoh pertemuan dan hikmah di sebalik setiap kejadian. PRAY FOR OTHERS. GOOD THINGS IS EVERYWHERE.

8. once i said " i love you" i really mean it. xsuka pada org yg tidak JUJUR pada perasaan sendiri. EGOIS. hanya pandai kata " i love u too" " saya sygkan awak" ( murah giler those words. LIAR) pandai berkata2 tapi xada relevannya. gosh.skt bukan?. CINTA adalah saling berkaitan. BERKONGSI satu perasaan yg sama. BERSEDERHANA dalam cinta dan pohon KEBERKATAN dalam perhubungan. semoga sentiasa di berkati Allah. BERUSAHA! dan TAWAKAL! syikin sangat setia ok? im LOVERS. yes. call me JIWA's. do i care? saya sudah ada permata walaupun hati masih belum berpunya. dia ada di mana-mana.. ;) Insyaallah.. oh ye, saya juga bukan sgt OBSES pada ♥..

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Friday, July 18, 2008

mundane!

bengang!!

kunci bilik patah dalam tombol pintu!

dah la pintu auto locked.
dah la xda backgroud vandalisme.
dah la sakit hati.
dah la malam nie ada kenduri kat masjid. ( i need to attend!)
dah la nak buat report malam nie!!!!
dah la sume barang pun kat dalam bilik!!
kesian kat roomate saye.
x pasal2 die pun terlibat dalam masalah ni..;(
oh ok!!! saya x ganas okey? tombol tue yang mongok!!!!!!!!!

saya sehelai sepinggang?
mana nak merempat malam nie?



of course : toto's room. fie....;(

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

masterJY!

lupakan perkara sedih atau sebarang gangguan emosi.

fifi dan saya sedang melakukan aktiviti kegemaran kitorang ni. blog-jumping! huhu. kadang2 sangat la jahat. kadang-kadang sangat la envy, kadang2 kami akan ketawa segembira mungkin apabila kami berdua cuba melakukan falasi.

oh ok. kitorang x ngumpat, tapi. ehe.. ehe.. buat kebarangkalian. n(A). heh. lagi tinggi kebarangkalian yang kitorang buat. makin la curious kami nak mengikuti kisah2 menarik dlm blog blog tertentu. hoho.

and anyway, sedang merepek-merepek tu kan. kami berdua dah berjanji nak sambung master plak pasni.. ( bila baca entry2 menarik dalam blog seorang gadis kelahiran ipoh)

" fi.. sambung master?
" kat ner?"
" U.S"
" x best. UK"
" oh ok!" ;)

heh. kitorang x main2 ok.? eventhough pointer kami xda la 1st class honour every sem. tapi dpt la jugak dean list, dan menghampiri dean list setiap sem. (sem lepas fifi dekan!) big clap please! oh sngt la bengang bila da buat yg terbaik, tapi dapat plak lecturer yg sngt la killer! jauhkan la untuk semester ni.

pilihan kami untuk sambung master dalam educational research. (Mayb aku akan major dalam psychology counseling kot to..) yippe!!! doakan lah berjaya eh.? x dapat tajaan dari UUM pun xpe la. kami leh mohon kat KPM ke? kat suami tercinta yg kaya? (kalo aderla..) kat mereka2 yg ade duit bnyk tapi tatau nak buat ape? kat Yayasan Syed Al-Bukhary ke? whooa! heh

ahh. ade bnyk cara untuk berjaya. yg penting USAHA! to.. UK! here we go!

heartless

Tajuk dirujuk berdasarkan situasi-situasi seperti berikut..

the sms :

1. " its ok, sy dah nasihat! tapi tak nak dgr! kalo ade ape2 jadi, sy akan lepas tangan k?"

2. " Sy x mrh..hak awk.. tapi kalo awk sakit, masuk hospital, kene operation, bayar mahal2 mcm akak rumet sy nie.. sy akan ckp PADAN MUKA."

oh ok? heartless. ;(

at least die boleh cakap..

" oh ye ke? awak xda selera eh? cube la mkn vitamin A ke B ke C ke.." (pilihan 1)
" awk cube mkn sikit2.. cari lauk yg ade rase msm ke.. manis ke.. pahit ke.."
(pilihan 2)
" awk mkn la buah buah.. roti.. buat tmbh tenaga.."
(pilihan 3)
ATAU
cari pilihan sendiri


sungguh bnyk cara untuk buat hati orang lain tidak tersentuh kan? kan? kan?
saya xda selera bukan sbb nak diet sngt la... saya dah lama x mkn nasik, so.. biler tgk nasik SERIOUSLY tak ada nafsu. skrg ni perut mcm ok la jugak kalo x mkn nasi. at least saye makan roti, buah buahan dan sebagainye.

(kdg2 fifi bagi nesvita oat) thanks doel!

hmm. msg begini buat sayer sakit dada. oh ya! hard clap. gelak ramai2. hanya msg dari manusia terpilih sahaja yg boleh buat sy down, (saye sngt kuat! yearghhh!!) hidup penuh perkara pelik dan ajaib. Kuasa Tuhan dan juga pilihan.

lain kali x pyh la tanya saya dah mkn ke belum kan? last nnt nak buat org nangis. oh iye! dia xnak tgk kwn die ni sakit.

saya memang sakit.

then,
love.


Monday, July 14, 2008

RE-STORY

kalo ade sesiapa yang masih ingat tarikh 20/04/08/ (birthday gurl yg ke-22, PREVIEW my older entry. kalo rajin..) sayer ade kate nak upload gambar kan. tapi, mase tue, guna camera fifi.. mase balik cuti semester mmg xsempat nak ambil.. so, langsung tade dalam simpanan. so.. mase balik buka semester nie, jumpe balik folder gambar nie dalam fifi's pendrive. bnyk gambar lagi sbnrnye, tapi x elok la tunjuk, in case, sayer sangat la messy. baru bgn tdo kot. hehe..

rase sngt happy ble tgk gmbr2 nie. tiba-tiba senyum sampai ke telinga. heh. cant hardly forget the surprise!

so tade apa nak cerita sangat. jom tengok gambar. ( TGK GMBR DR BWH TAU )

one thing, I LOVE ALL OF U MY DOELA!

THANKS A LOT!!



dah kenyang kan? tido la.. heh. ITS MY BED. nmpk grey pants tue? Its me in messy..;)

on the way dari blok mereka menuju ke blok sayer. sebelah jer.

ini tasha buat kan. cantik kan kad nie? heart it! mmuahx!

ini page pertama dlm booklet. abaikan jejaka tersebut. sngt terkejut mase tgk. mereka sngt peka terhadap perkembangan emosi saye ketika itu. babes! appreciate it!

ini hasil pertama.

lepas balik beli kek, dorang sibuk siapkan booklet n kad. hoho! terharu..;')

fifie, ani, n zarith..;) heart them

Tasha sangat cute!

zarith sdg kate : " choclate Mud ni jer yg syikin suke.. beli.. beli...";)

ni ha kete persona una. mereka hujan2 kuar dari hutan sintok nie gi Jitra semata2 nak beli kek resipi rahsia kegemaran ku. idea? of coz : fifi's